I mean it this time. I need a photo/journal and I want to document my life. I don't have the memory for it, and no one else is going to do it for me. Unless maybe someday, someone wants to write a novel about my life, because maybe when I'm older I will have left a legacy. If even just for my peace of mind.
Maybe I'll write so I will know my thoughts when I'm old, and Chase and I will be forever happy in our alzheimer-y state.
Maybe I'll just write and write until I have no thoughts. That would be something!
In any case, I want to write about Chase and I and our dogs and mini-farm and beliefs and losses and triumphs and normalities. Days when all we do is love each other and I bake cupcakes and he throws pottery and we are enveloped in nothingness.This is what life means.
I'm ready to record and amplify.